Sorry, I broke my promise again for not updating my blog after the last hasty post (as if my blog has tens of thousands of fans *wink*).Dont blame me, blame the fuzzy internet connection. You must be wondering which part on Earth do I live in, until I always end up with those lousy connection. Well, I am staying in "The Land of Hacking Free Wifi". (shh, don't tell my neighbour). Incase you're wondering (again) why don't I just go to those cafes with Wifi services, well..I now hold the key to a non-existing vehicle, called "the air".. YES! I don't have a car to actually get myself around, yet~ lol
Anyhow, enough of the yada-yada.. Let's get to the point, shall we?
A lot of things have changed lately, for the better and worse.. I was lying on my bed one night, starting to doze off when my phone beeped suddenly. It was a message from a dear friend, telling me he's having a tough time with his girl. They have been together for a long time and for as far as I know, they were going strong..until the distance has taken its toll. I feel awful to hear the new, who doesn't, when they heard of a dying love..
Through the consulting and comforting (as if I was being anymore helpful to them), it kind of put my own thinking into perspectives. My own relationship is about to enter another phase. We started with the dreaded long-distance relationship, went through the toughness with him computing between Malacca and KL during weekends and now we are about to see each other daily in school. I am learning to adapt, trying to leave enough space for him and myself to catch a breather but not too much space where both of us become two complete individuals, who only hang on to an empty relationship. Achieving that is tricky and I am scared..
I am in my second semester now. This semester focuses more on theory, which means less drawing, more reading. In other words, NO FUN~ but the perk is that there are four major field trips coming up, one to Nepal, one to Tokyo, another to Istanbul abd the last one, you ready? It's Rome....R-O-M-E, ROME!! (this is the part where you leap with joy with me ~ If I can afford the 7 thousand traveling fee..sponsors,anyone??) Anyhow, I think I'll choose Istanbul..I am saving up my Rome for another time *wink wink* Or I'll choose all FOUR, in my wildest dream..lol
As for my life lately, my college is still great, my relationship is still going strong, my internet still fuzzy, my brain still messy, and I am still living in my bubble..
"blue blue blue" ooo
With love,
* KC
ps : more pictures coming soon.. ^^
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