An old blog post…

I was looking through at an old blogsite I created with Wenz and found this post sitting in the dust.. Read through it, still find it fitting sometimes.. It was written at 10.22pm, on 12 December, 2008. With a title “Mad…ness”, it goes like this :

 

“ Love love love.. it's said to be "the closest thing we have to magic".. everyone is exhausting their whole life, seeking for love, perhaps true love. Some people waited a lifetime, just to catch a glimpse of their other-half soul, yet there's no logic applicable to love, just like there's no logic applicable in blackhole, according to renowned physicist, Stephen Hawkings, if i am not mistaken.. There's no guarantee that how much you gave in to love, will be repay.. And no matter how much you wanted it, it can still be so far away from your grasp.. Yet, man has been drowning in the quest for love, for centuries, tracing back to the first crack of dusk ever known to man.

Love love love, it's a strange and funny thing.. Even you found "the one", you'll sometimes realise, you're not happy after all.. At the very beginning of a relationship, it's starting to suck all your energy and heart to nurture it.. It's a never ending road, one that you'll keep on walking down, hoping it somehow, will end in somewhere you'd imagine a 'happily ever after' would happen.. Like what we believed since childhood, this fairy tales do happen.. but for some, their fairy tale was lost in transaction to reality.. So much for the effort you put in to nurture a beautiful bond between two human beings, huh?

Love love love, it has inspired poets, song writers, story tellers, script editors, and so much more.. On a more regular basis, it inspires us, normal people.. Everyday of our lives, every single moment, we're like puppets, held together by strings of love, so many strands of it that it's controlling our every movement, every thought and soon, it'd become the reason we breathe..

Love love love, it's overrated! How i wish i could say the same.. Love, to me, it's like ocean to fish..it's where it belongs, it's where fish's heart belong, it's what that keeps it alive.. Perhaps, it's shouldn't be so..

Love love love, you're bound to get hurt so bad in love.. some drown in self-created misery, some crushed by the one they love, some is tearing at the sight of their old wound.. Yet, everyone just picks up the pieces and prepared to get hurt and get in love again..
Me?? I'm not okay, i am far away from okay..

Posted by KC, with hurt ”

People must be OUT of their mind to fall IN love …

With love,

KC

First glimpse at the Lakeside campus..

Went for the briefing at the new Lakeside Campus yesterday, it was breathtakingly beautiful. It turns out just exactly like on the brochure. It was huge and oozes with a sense of a study institution. Can’t wait to study there, which would be happening in April next year.

As for yesterday, I was there to attend a briefing for its Open Day, that is happening on 11-13 Dec. Come on and visit if you could, it’ll have a lot of stuff going on, could be fun~

The amphitheatreThe 3 academic blocksA sense of scale of the place, just compare the pillar to a humanIt looks scarily huge under the gloomy clouds..The Multi-Purpose Hall, looking very much like a high school hall..A very interesting geometry shape..pretty, architecturely speaking.. ^^This is how a ‘modern tropical’ campus looks like..A moot court (a mook-up court) for law students..Wonder if real students will go through trials here if they break rules..The University Square, just right next to the lake..looking very much like a chess set.The currently algae-filled lake, but it’ll be clear by the time school opens..can’t wait..A lecture theatre overlooking the billion dollar view..could anyone focus on the lecture with such beautiful view afront??The boardwalkI bet it’ll be very beautiful at sunset here..

The campus is still undergoing construction, but it’ll be completed soon..Can’t wait..

OH WAIT, here’s some pictures taken during the IOI outing with Ave.  Ave, grab the pictures here. Enjoy~

  My favourite shot of the day..A another way to use the camera light..now, you know~ One of my favourite shots of the day~ Ave looks so pretty here..different..

Ave, wish you well.. Don’t get obsess with bla, treat yourself better, you deserves a proper treatment.. ^^

I wish you’d knew…

There are just so many things I wish to tell you, but whenever I tried, I choked up.. So I’ll try to sort it out through my writings.. Don’t worry dear, all I’ll say is not a bad thing, it’s just something that I wish you’d knew, something I couldn’t quite tell you right in front of you..

• that I secretly wish when I woke up every morning, there’ll be am morning message from you waiting, instead of me always being the one who do this.
• that I understand you never liked texting very much.
• that I had wished sometimes that you’ll just text me at some random times throughout the day, just to let me know you’ve been thinking of me.
• that I understand you will always be busy with your works and chores throughout the day and probably don’t have time for that.
• that I wished you’ll understand how much it pains me to feel your absence whenever I go everywhere.
• that how much I wish I was as lucky as you are to be away from so many places that we used to spent time together when we’re apart.
• that sometimes the places are what that keeps me going.
• that I am so envy of you for having so many activities to distracting you from having the time to feel my absence.
• that I am afraid to text with anyone else when we’re apart because I dread the disappointment of seeing the message wasn’t from you.
• that I tried so hard to keep myself busy but failed miserably.
• that I tried not to remember every details that you’ve said or promised because I gets my hopes up every easily for you.
• that I find myself very forgiving towards you when you forget your promises.
• that you can make me cry for hours and end it with just one phone call.
• that I am praying for you to make me stopping writing my diary on blue papers instead of purple.
• that I love how you’ll always solve my problems, let it be computers, gadgets or life, or just simply by being there.
• that I am still puzzled how you’ve blend so well with my dear friends but I liked it.
• that awkwardness hadn’t much crossed my mind when I introduced you to my friends, just a little shy.
• that I smiled whenever my mother mentions your name when you’re away.
• that I sometimes brought you up in my conversation with my mom, laughing at the silly things that you did, because it’s the only way to ease myself.
• that my heart breaks whenever mom asked when you’ll be back, because I can never answer.
• that I didn’t want to ask you when you’ll be back because I know it’ll pressure you.
• that I hate myself for not asking, because it’s an agony to go against all my will by not knowing when will we see each other next time.
• that for some reason, I feel bitter and sad when I saw pictures of you having so much fun with your classmates and members from your club.
• that I know your high school has been such a big and important part of your life, of YOU.
• that I find myself can never fit into that part of your world and it kills me.
• that I know I shouldn’t see more pictures of you in facebook with your classmates, knowing how helplessly sad I’ll be.
• that I still couldn’t resist from seeing them because I really wish to know more about you in that important part of your life, the ‘you’ in high school.
• that I know you’re very protective towards what you have in high school and sometimes you’ve pushed me away.
• that I had a very bad nightmare last time and it chills me to the bone.
• that I know we will always have arguments and obstacles in future, I am scared yet I am excited because I knew we’ll make it through.
• that I wish I can hold your palm now and feel you gripping back.

oh Darling I wish you were here …

With hope,

KC

Now that’s how it tastes like..

It’s been ages since I last saw Wenz and I finally got to drag that pretty babe out last weekend. We used to do so many things together back in high school, but we rarely do soon after we went on to college. Soooooo many ‘thingss’ together, eh, Wenz? *wink*

Anyhow, despite the fact Moral final is coming up, we went out anyway (not that Moral has much to study..). Midvalley as usual, talked a lot as usual and splurging as usual too! Not that we splurge that much as we used too, but still it made me remember what “indulge” used to feel like – sinfully good. LOL.

Nothing much to write about, I’ll let the pictures do the talking. ^^ (Babe, grab the pictures as much as you like..)

 

The interior of the San Francisco Steakhouse   

The Garlic bread tasted very much different form the usual ones, in a good way.Awaiting our FOOD!! The beef steak is what the restaurant is famous for, but it is too insanely out of our budget and out of our diet too..so fish and chicken it is.. 

What does “stressed” spell in backwards? “DESSERTS”!! Bon Appetite~

Went to P-HOP (Paddington House of Pancake) after we discovered there is nothing much to shop around..(much to our surprise.)Heavenly combination of hot-&-cold….hmm~

 

They use good quality maple syrup (the ones collected from maple tree, yes, you guess it, the tree where maple leaves come from ^^) in P-HOP, so you can bet the pancakes taste real good..seriously..

That’s all of my weekend..enjoy!

With love,

KC

Life’s a beach, everybody’s living it..

Well, today didn’t start up the way I wanted. Woken up in the morning, greeted by the cool breeze on my way to school. (My morning up to this point was preet-ty fine..) I stand before an unfamiliar elevator in Block A1, trying to get to 3rd floor. Got to classroom A10301, only to see unfamiliar faces, college mates from other courses. I sat at the corner of the room awkwardly, hoping someone I know would come to my rescue. Time ticked by, only then I noticed my phone was out of credit.great~

My moral lecturer has impaired sight and so he wasn’t moving around much, let alone mingling with his students. I started to settle down and looked around.

Then, the lecturer said, “Can someone take the attendance list (from me) and sign?” He stood there, holding the thin stack of paper, in the middle of the classroom, not moving much.

I looked around, none of the students seem to care, carrying on doing what they thought was important, talking.

Minutes went by, he was still standing there, holding the name list. He continue to ask, “Is there any graphic student in this class?”.

A student raised his hand, waved and laughed out loud to his classmates, as if he’d did something admirable. Clearly, he was making fun and taking advantage of this poor lecturer.

I couldn’t take it anymore, stood up and walked towards the lecturer. He asked if I can help him collect the signatures from my classmates and return the list to him when it’s done. Of course.

Since the rest of the class will be having an exam soon, I left the classroom, shutting the door behind me, feeling helpless and pity for the lecturer ; hatred towards the creatures of my age.

Apparently, they have ran out of life’s destiny and chose to prey on the weak and elderly by mocking at their disability. They must have a ‘bright’ future laid ahead, good to know.

Then, there comes another type of screw-ups in my life. These are the notorious creatures with incredible ability to hurt people through their words. They thought they could get away by admitting the fact that they are dissing people, well, you can screw that thought alright. Since when blogging becomes a personal thing? Blogging will never be personal if it’s accessible by others. So, if you think you can blog whatever your ‘personal’ thought that was intended to belittle people, rest assure your offence is well taken! THAT I can assure you.

Life is beautiful as it is, yet there’re always the idiotic ‘predators’ and the screw-ups to make yours miserable. The only way to take it? Just remember every bit of it, tell your grandchild of how these creatures used to roam in your college and made your college that much interesting and then laughed your butt off.

I still have faith in life, in the good in people, but for these creatures, good luck for them, they’ll need it.

Life is too short to be lingering in hatred, and so, I MOVED ON… …

Dear mates, just be the best of you, never mind what others think, none of them matters.

With realisation,

KC

Loving everything about this town~ II

Picking up form what I’d left off, here goes the second half of our first day in Melaka.

 The beautiful sunset near the parking lot of the Eye On Malaysia..

Did you know there’s a VIP cargo available for your special occasion on the ferris wheel? It costs Rm100 for 7 people.  One of my favourite shot throughout the trip..Look at Kate’s emotion.. fishy much..

Melaka night cruise..

  

The night ends when we had a night stroll in the usually-jammed-packed Jonker Street, in the cool breeze of the night, soaking in the delightful silence.

Day 2 itinerary :

Wake up real early - buzz Zin up - walk along Jonker in the morning - walk along Jonker (again) and Red House - have chicken rice balls – bathe - walk along Jonker (again, but the night market is really nice…) and grab a drink at local bar (oh no, we didn’t *wink*).

 

The one thing I love most about this town is that no matter where you go, you’ll see stores being manned by Chinese folks, not the foreign workers. They’ll tell you every takes that they know about this town, capturing your imagination, mesmerizing your thought.

     

 

Erm, guys..pretending to be cute ain’t gonna save you from the bottles put in front of you.. lol..

The night ends with the fire stunt by a street performer, beautiful and memorable..

Day 3 itinerary :

Wake up – have ‘dim sum’ for breakfast - go walk some more (serious shopping) – visit temple and Zheng Ho Museum – prepare to leave…….

The lady owner of the shop wouldn’t allow us to use chopstick for her restaurant’s famous ‘pau’, and so, welcome to the Funny Boom Boom Pau moment, people..

Shot #1 : Seng

Shot #2 : Catheng

Shot #3 : Kate

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Here’s some behind the scene of how pictures are taken throughout the trip..

Two of my favourite shots!

Have you seen Shella this cute before?? I haven’t..

The second chendol of our trip, from a store in front of Red House

Taken at the entrance of the Zheng Ho museum. If I were to suggest one must-do in Melaka, I would say go to this museum. There’s a guide  leading you through it, telling you little fascinating stories and every setting in the museum is up for photography. It’s like a wonderland for history-fanatics, cam-whores and whoever in the middle. I ain’t kidding..It’s worth the ticket. And you get an AMAZING view of the whole town, only on a roof accessible through the museum.

 

Wan Ton noodle for lunch, in a rustic shop.

 

Leaving after having the third chendol of our trip. We never seem to get enough of it, neither do we of this lovely town.. Ending this travel chapter with sweet thoughts dangling and beginning of the fantasy of another trip..

“Times passes and memory stays as it is, captured at the moment you wanted time to stood still.”

- to fellow DID dudes, keep it strong ya..

With love,

KC